Random Thoughts

Well for starters my freaking head hurts and my body can't seem to find a way to fight the virus that's making me sick. Its been almost a week that i am having colds and cough....damn it! This also caused me not to pay much attention in class because my head feels like its being pounded by a jack hammer. Besides the fact three of my friends are kind of pissed at me because i wasn't able to go to Gweilos last night because i was starting to get really sick, I was not able to sleep properly because i can't breathe properly. Anyway im sorry mehns....babawi talaga ako!

Its staturday morning and i am already anticipating the stressfull week ahead of me....:( I have to read on for our introfi test, finish of our filipi3 project, read on for inprint, shoot for our inbroad report, do the heavy load of Fotocam.....many more i guess that i am too damn drained to recall. Haaaayyyy buhay sana pasko na.....i need a break......

Last friday during our inbroad class we tackled over the issue of the game show "DEAL OR NO DEAL", whether it was going over borad with how they handled the show. Yeah, i was retty disgusted with how Kris Aquino intentionally expose a personal issue among the contestants. That was very unethical of her....and to think the woman had reasons for saying that. Another example of this was when the host asked the contestant's cousin to step out because the producer heard him say something about Kris where the host actually was the one who threw the first punch triggering the guy to answer back. And to think he just whispered it to himself. Masyado kasing pakialamero ang mga producer...lahat ng butas gusto gawing issue para bumenta ang show....wala talagang etiquette. I am very much disgusted by this....

Chong ionno if this is the right time or place for you to know this but i just want to let this one out and im hoping you wont take this against me. To be honest im pretty much pissed off at you....in a sense na parang dapat ikaw parate ang nasusunod. One example, noong gabing bago ka umalis lahat kami kinausap mo sa labas ng gate niyo...kung nde ka lang paalis na nun bro, honestly sinapak na kita....what's with the grabbing of the t-shirt? di ko alam ano point nun sa totoo lang pero medyo nakakainis yon on my part but at the same time i didnt know how to react. Pati ugali mong gusto mo sa mga trip ikaw parati nasusunod...for me that is kind of unfair. Ang mas nakakapiss off pa dun bro eh un wala ka na nga dito pakikialaman mo pa trip namin. Well actually sa mga trip may say naman lahat ng tao eh pero kun majority gusto yon sana quiet ka nalnag at wag kang magagalit, wag kang mababadtrip.... And the fact na nabadtrip ka dahil ginawa namin un nun nagpier 1 kami...sa totoo lang wala ka ng say don pare eh di ka naman kasama don. kung ipang jujustify mo sa akin na kayang kaya namin gawin un sa gf mo...tangina magkasiraan na ang pagkakaibigan natin. Di naman kami ganun kabastos na gagawin namin un. If ever man gagawin namin yon cympre may consent mo...what i think is much worse is that, naisip mo na kayang gawin un ng gf mo sayo. Bro...ni ako never ko naimagine na kayang gawin ng gf mo un na wala ka... bastusan na yon para sa akin eh. Isa pang example naaasar lang ako nun nalaman ko na naburat ka daw nun may nagkwekwentuhan tapos di ka makarelate. Di ata tama yon mehn unfair naman yon chong nde ka artista na sayo dapat lahat ng attention. Kung di ka makarelate then just be quiet and listen to the conversation para makarelate ka....be sensitive enough un lang naman. Ang isa ko pang kinaiinisan eh yon tipong pag ako yong mangugulit parang magagalit ka or pagsasabihan mo kami na nakakahiya or something pero pagikaw un maingay ayos lang....ionno if napansin mo pero ako yon ang napansin ko. There are so many other things i want to bring up but i dont think its necessary anymore since you guys could already see my point. I really dont know if you guys would agree with what i am saying but there. May feeling din ako paglumaki tong issue na to...you guys would end up in a situation kung saan pipili kayo sa amin dalawa....alam ko naman na siya pipiliin niyo...and i get that and im fine with that kun yon talaga ang gusto ninyo...ito ay feeling ko lang naman na pwede mangyari.... Anyway im not mad at ayaw ko din ng away....sana lang malaman mo to so maybe you could do something about it....i know i have my flaws as well that is why im trying to do mybest to become a better person...peace

Honey...sorry ha medyo limited lang talaga time natin tapos nagkasakit pa ko. babawi ako talaga syao pag lumuwag luwag na sched ko....just please do remember that i love you so much and thatr im am holding on forever (cheesy ;*) ingat ka parati ha? muah! love you